Courage, courage, courage!

I so wish that I had courage!  There is something I want to do for myself - but I have no courage to even ask for help on it.   If it was for someone else, it would be easy-peezey-lemon-squeezey for me, but asking for myself????  Just can't do it!

Isn't that weird - not even having courage to ask for help??    Yes, us humans are complicated and just too weird.

What to do, what to do, what to do???