Five days have past

The last five days have been dreadful.  I thought day nine would have been a turning point for me, as I made those sandwiches and with all honestly did not crave even the sneakiest little bite.  However, the days that followed tormented me.  Every little piece of toast that my children popped, called out my name, wiggle it's delicious smell up my nose and crunch yummingly in my ears as they ate.

I have wanted to give up so many times over these past five days.

BUT...

 

I am half way there...

 

I HAVE to do it...

 

I couldn't have come THIS FAR, just to give up this ridiculous, stupid, dumb, needing to know the answer, experiment!